Ilustrasi : Regia Ramadhina Revalgian
I wish I hadn’t seen you,
I wish I hadn’t known you,
I wish I hadn’t greeted you,
And I wish I could forget you
Am I too rash?
Am I too?
Am I too?
Or am I too rubbish?
These are the questions that haunt me while Daydreaming,
Sleeping,
And even showering.
I’ve come to realize that I’m afraid of taking a shower and being alone, because these questions relentlessly hunt me down.
Could it be that these questions are the cause of my daydreams?
Am I a perpetual dreamer?
One who never learns?
One who can’t turn back?
It’s too late; the damage has already been done.
And yesssss, it’s true what Sydney Carton said:
‘I wish you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul.’
REGIA RAMADHINA REVALGIAN
